Alone

I'm so proud of myself tonight. I went out and had dinner and a drink alone and suffered through it alright. I enjoyed it for the most part, other than the waiters looking at me with pity and wonder. After dinner, I decided to treat myself to a little shopping at my favorite store. Lots of good deals were found as usual. As I was standing at the end of a long like, an employee snuck up behind me and told me to continue on to the service desk to check out. As I did so, who was to walk in but an x of mine and his new girlfriend. Evening ruined. I have not a clue if he saw me but what does it matter? As I was walking to my car, a lump in my throat formed and tears threatened to fall. But then I though.... He broke your heart, how dare he. He does NOT deserve your tears! So I didn't cry! For once, I didn't cry!!! So now I'm sitting at home, in a big comfy chair, in my comfy pjs, watching me some good Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers movies, feeling very accomplished! 

One step closer to me feeling comfortable in my own skin!! 

Have a wonderful evening! ;) 

<3 Fritz 


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